I wanna share how my life has changed since my first blog post. To start it off, I recently got engaged, which is super exciting. I can not really express the love from God I have about getting engaged. I can’t really tell you how blessed I am to be able to walk through life with my fiancé. The world needs to know about God and it’s exciting that I’ll be able to walk with the Lord with a husband that wants the same thing. 

For the next part of my blog I want to share about all the emotions life is giving me. The day I wrote my first blog and shared with all of you about my mission trip, I was so excited I could barely sit still. This mission trip was something I have prayed to be apart of for a very long time. But since that day I have and still am facing so much negativity about my trip and my life. But don’t worry because I’m not letting it discourage me from my walk with the Lord, but I really am noticing so much change in myself. I’m learning new ways to trust God. Here recently I have had places where I don’t feel loved, I hear negative things about me, my mission trip, my engagement, just feelings of how the enemy is trying so hard to discourage me. God is doing amazing things in me. I’ve learned to be thankful for so much. Here in a couple of days it’ll be the due date for my mission trip funds for 25%. And as of right now I have almost met 50%. So that’s something to be thankful for. God is providing through so many people. I will be sending out letters saying thank you to the people who have donated towards me. But for right now I really just want to ask for prayer. Prayers that the weight of the world is pushing on me, be let go. That I will allow God to take control. Prayers for strength and guidance. Prayers for me to not let negativity keep me from pursuing what The Lord is calling me to do.